drinking tea and being me

i love drinking tea, i wasn't so big on it before, but now it has become a central part of my life. i drink tea almost everyday and it's fantastic. i love the warmth it provides, the subtle flavours and that general feeling of wellbeing. but of course it creates a problem, i can't sleep. sometimes i'm able to fall asleep easily if i have a cup at about eight, but otherwise i'll be up until the sun rises and so you will find me here ranting.

work has been busy, i think my boss is going to leave. that leaves me to fill the hotseat, i don't know if i want to take it. the money would be nice, however it means i'm at least committing to two years in the post and i'm not sure if that will work for me. it's all kind of heresay until there is an official announcement. i feel so drained coming home from work everyday, there has to be something to make me feel better about things. again moving up in that world only means more responsibility and i don't want to be called on off times about alarms and general other bollocks. how did people do it back in the day?

tuesday nights are kind of boring, we've been watching all of dark angel and now alias can shine in the sun. alias is so cool with all of the inventions and general ass kickiness. dark angel isn't bad, it's a little cheesy at times and the first season drags. this blog entry is also dragging. be more interesting. we're finally getting gas for the winter and that was a long drawn out ordeal. i also bought a dvd recorder on the weekend, so i can transfer all of my videos to the digital atmosphere. i'm feeling so blahhhhh, but i might as well say hooray!